Love & It's many mysteries

Love is needed
It makes a person feel safe and taken care of/If you've found the right person.
First Loves are a Tricky & Dangerous abyss of:
Want
Need
Falling
Craving
Feelings
Abuse
Life Saving
Fear
World Reducing

In short an Unhealthy Abyss

And If you manage to make it through all of that
You either Married your First Love/in which case congrats.
Or You've woundup a Neurotic Untrusting Adult.

I would love to say I made it through unscathed/but I fear even in the case of/Married First Loves there is a feeling of 'What could of been?!?'.

& I would Love to know how most people make it through without going off the deep end.
But something tells me they are the Ones others should worry about/Being Human is Feeling/Everything/to a fault sometimes........................Why don't they react?!?
The way a person /should/ in such a situation.

First Loves...........

Logical Or Just Human?!?


Peace & Love

M.P

(Next Blog......Will be Entitled -My SUPA-nova Weekend- with what I can only imagine will be mass amounts of Fan-Girl craziness)